Cut Off and break:

Confession and Repentance:

Please forgive me for often falling into jealousy, bitterness, disputes, complaints, unforgiveness, self-abasement and self-pity, feeling lonely, helpless, weak, fearful, worried, anxious and sad. Please forgive me for feeling hopeless and feeling that life has no meaning and that living is meaningless, and that I might as well just die. Lord, please forgive me and bear my weaknesses. This is not what I want.

Lord, I cannot control my thoughts and ideas, and I have not managed my emotions. When negative thoughts come in, I let them ferment and tear inside me. Forgive me for giving the sovereignty of my thoughts to the enemy, so that the enemy has a loophole to get in and do destructive work inside me; forgive me for allowing these negative thoughts and emotions to devour my life, and for allowing wrong thoughts to stay and harm me. Lord, please cleanse my mind. You are the Lord of my thoughts. Please control my thoughts and pull out everything that is not planted by You.

I ask the Lord to forgive me for often relying on myself, on my blood, on my old self, on the desires of the flesh, and on the teachings of the evil one in this world. I respond to what happens with the wrong attitude. In the process of being hurt and despair, I not only accept the devil’s lies, but also turn the devil’s lies into my own inner vows, thereby further cursing myself, hurting myself, imprisoning, suppressing, and closing myself off. I ask the Lord to forgive me.

Forgive me for not valuing myself and not loving myself. You value us so much and see us as treasures. We were created by You in Your image. If I despise myself, do not value myself, and do not respect myself, it is the same as not respecting God. Rejecting myself is the same as rejecting God. Lord, forgive me!

I ask the Lord to forgive me for often losing hope and enthusiasm when things don’t go my way and when things are difficult. I always choose to avoid problems, fear taking responsibility, and lose faith in myself and in God.

Forgive me for calling you Lord, Lord, but not receiving you into my heart. You said, these people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me (see: Matthew 15:8). Lord, forgive me for not treating God as my savior when things happen, and always want to solve them by my own ability, by the people around me, by the world, and by resources. It is not by relying on power, not by relying on talent, but by relying on Jehovah to accomplish things (see: Zechariah 4:6). When I couldn't solve the problem, I seemed to have called on the Lord for help, but there was no response, so there was no need to bother; God, you see me like this, forgive my ignorance and foolishness.

Forgive me for my indifference towards people and things due to the sense of oppression, forgive me for setting up a protective mechanism for myself, closing myself off and blocking myself.

Healing and deliverance:

A bruised reed He will not break, and smoking flax He will not quench;
He will bring forth justice for truth. (Isaiah 42:3)

Please fill my heart with the Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit, You know my inner emotions and feelings. Holy Spirit, come and touch the depths of my heart. I want to open up to You and release me from this oppressive darkness, and release layer by layer of despair inside me.

Lord, take me to the thing, person, and time that oppressed me the most, and release me from that terrible experience that I could not bear; Lord, I can't bear it, I really can't bear such pressure, such hurt, and such fear. Lord, my whole being and my spirit are about to collapse.

Lord, you are our God who knows everything. You also know the despair and pain in my heart. I was powerless, powerless to resist, powerless to bear it. I could only close my heart and emotions and wanted to lock myself in it.

Lord Holy Spirit, please take me back to that time and space, when that fragmentation took place. I will tell you about some of the things I remember now and the strong feelings and emotions that have arisen in me, because you are the God who knows me.

Lord, please do not let me hide my heart, emotions and feelings from you. I told you how I felt at that time. I met (someone), (something), what happened, and what my emotions and feelings were at that time; I was angry, anxious, afraid, and nervous. Lord, you know how I felt at that time, and you also understand my heart and emotions. (Say it in detail)

Lord, I choose to forgive them, forgive those who have hurt me, forgive those who have tortured me, just like you, Lord, you gave your life and shed your blood for us on the cross. We felt like the sky was about to fall down in the environment at that time, because no one knew how I felt at that time, I felt like I was going to collapse. At that time, heaven and earth were shaking, the sun and the moon were dim, I bowed my head and was speechless to everyone, and my heart was bleeding.

Lord, you were willing to hang on the cross for my sins, for the sins of others, for the sins of my parents, and for the sins of my ancestors, in order to free us from death and curse. Lord, at that time everyone forsook you, even God the Father forsaken you and turned away from you.

Lord, You are powerful, and You are not only sinless. If You wish, You can even send twelve legions of angels to destroy those who hurt You. You can send them to save You from this punishment of suffering and death. You can even bind them with just one word, because You are God.

In order to heal and release us, and to save us, You willingly nailed us to the cross and bore all these curses. Because people are cursed when they are hung on a tree. In order to bear our curse, You gave up Your power, Your authority, and the power to send angels to help. We are completely unable to resist such disasters and harm. We are not willing to bear them because we have no power. Not only can we not resist, we can't even escape, let alone bear it.

Lord, this is a world of difference. You are powerful, but you are willing to give up yourself for us and endure all kinds of punishment and humiliation that we cannot endure. We have not paraded through the streets with crowns of thorns on our heads, we have not paraded through the streets with crosses on our backs, we have not been whipped like that, we have not been punished like that. Our hands do not have holes in the marks of nails, and even needles have not pierced our hands. However, you sympathize with all our weaknesses, and you are willing to accept us according to our true nature.

Lord, your precious blood heals me and cleanses my wounds. Your precious blood was shed for me. You are the King of glory, but you bear all my sins, transgressions, and curses, allowing me to come before God the Father at any time and anywhere. Because of the precious blood of the Lamb, I can come before the throne of grace of God the Father with confidence and without fear.

Source: Pastoral Ministry Department of End-Time Ministry (Please notify us promptly if any copyright infringement is involved.)